![]() ![]() While home, I saw an old picture of her walking down a road on a camping trip (it was probably 1984 or so), and I was dumbfounded because I had so rarely seen her out of a recliner or a wheelchair. She loved us with all her heart, but she wasn't the most positive, upbeat, hopeful person - especially after my grandpa died - and over time I think her attitude contributed to her physical decline. My grandma was 87 when she passed, and to be honest with you, she wasted a lot of time. I thought I'd made huge strides in my late 20s and early-to-mid 30s, in terms of balancing myself out, staying on an even keel and in a good place.Ĭlearly, I still have much work to do. I was homesick, stressed out by the pressures of the real world, lacking in confidence.and heavier than I've ever been in my life.ĭramatic changes in my appearance and weight have always been a signal that my emotional house was in disorder. You should see my picture at my college graduation, which I had to return home for after taking a job in Macon, Ga. Was I in a bad place? I was puffy, disheveled, most likely in some kind of sweatpants or P.J.'s or bulky coat, sitting down with some kind of food or drink. Was I in a good place? I was lean and fit and doing something. Ever since high school, you could always gauge my emotional state just by looking at me. Last week, I was reminded of my history of poor coping skills while going through old pictures with my mom. Will my next choice be a good one, one that contributes to my physical and mental health, or will it be a bad one, one that keeps me sliding down the slippery slope of too much sleep, too much food, too little self control and self respect? I mean, I'm still alive, still employed (knock on wood!), and still surrounded by the love of my precious, precious loved ones, even if most of them are far away.īut there's no doubt I have - AGAIN - put myself in a hole. Dying Light The Following Walkthrough Gameplay Part 19 - Two Roads Diverged Quest: Ask Jasir about his friend. I am not sure if I ever actually got to the end of that road. ![]()
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